Dan, heart sky high, life than thin paper.
good environment for the growth, made her indifferent attitude, everything is a matter of course. Get along with people easy-going, no sense of economy, investment a stupid, only that, she dedicated his life chasing love, and most of the woman, mortally wounded.
love her for life, for love, live, give up everything for love, for love life at the virtual crossing.
at a gathering, met Dan wins and Bin, the two head.
wins humorous language, small eyes Mimi, mixed with the cold face of sarcasm.
Bin man of few words, big eyes and God, and his attitude to hospitality, kindness.
the ordinary then common enough on each other, to bring the impact of three hearts, so that they did not expect, the outcome is unknown ......
Dan and win because of the Buddha business partnership. Dan has been converted to Buddhism, the wins are because of their experience, seemingly understood what some of Buddhism.
their first date alone at Badachu, Dan and the Buddha to speak, accompanied wins. He quietly said to the Buddha, and today she brought the lost and deliver your hands, and pointing her, bless her.
this way, talk with them, talking among themselves, and the Buddha spoke, it was great.
they still remain at a friend's party, along with hiking, sing together, eat together, in a bin of the occasion, Dan began to feel vaguely Bin invested in her eyes, but the bin is a family as those treated at home, like men, Dan did not care too much.
Sheng told Dan that he has a girlfriend of two years of contacts, his relationship with Dan may be more of a friend. Dan agreed, because she knew the distance and win age. Although they did not know the outcome of their interaction, from the beginning to know, but they all feel like this together. It is because they think they know the outcome, but the defense let their hearts and let the feeling spread ......
until one day win to go fishing with friends, came back, Dan received his phone, like with Dan about watching, leaving Dan feel surprised that victory cry, he said he did not love her, but can not do without her, they had no intimate relations N for a long time, but She has a temperament, standing, with identity, many things can help him, Dan was speechless.
next morning, they went to the Cherry Vale, they walk among towering fir trees, hand in hand, in the wooden bridge on a winding forest wandering, still hand in hand, the cafe in the jungle chatting, drinking tea, harmony and sweet.
Xiangruyimo victory to Dan told the story, Immersed in the feeling of happiness is not aware of a trace of strange Dan.
only separated by one day, morning and Dan busy work in the way back to the company, suddenly want to win a phone, that is unreasonable, Dan, a kind of ominous feeling to the company, open QQ, see 17 Message -
chat two days, I have to be you vaguely have a So sorry I'm the first
Since you want us to transition back to ordinary friend, I can do, and does not require any transition, in fact, your mind has made a choice, no matter who it was, but definitely not me, although you for I am feeling.
just friends, very good! But I have my regular friends standards and practices, at least you will not be Ha ha.
course, since a friend, if you encounter any difficulties need my help, I will try to go and. If you have the opportunity, along with hiking, drink tea and chat is entirely possible - if the words of each other have the time.
I have always respected you, the same respect your choice, and I will not make friends because I feel embarrassed.
with each other, than forget themselves in the rivers and lakes.
time together is short, but the happiness you give me the feeling that I remember, really, thank you! However, I will not finish it, because it does not belong to the same pleasure as me.
you say now can not do without my company, I certainly would not leave as friends, depressed when I can find a chat.
do what you want it, like you a lot of people, one of them makes you feel safe at ease, maybe he gave you is true.
you are able to bring happiness to others a woman, so you will be able to be happy to be happy!
Dan spent about a long time can not think, she could not think of themselves these days to say something, do something, so the decision to do so wins, silent tears slowly streaming down .
Dan's first reaction is to give Bin Tel. Phone side of the bin, completely outside the state, Dan heard the cry of a loss, can only stop Anwei Dan asks her not to cry, go to work first.
nearly a year, Dan thought he was no longer of any person emotional, but seemingly true. She is the wins will not have the results of the premise, walking, hiking, eating, singing, dancing, even if the victory can not do some things, they are accommodating to each other, they need the feeling together, common Enjoy that feeling, happy feeling.
By now, Dan discovered that she had a crush on this feeling.
However, the fact is that victory is also hopelessly in love with Dan, this way, victory can not forgive himself, he must act quickly, as short-term pain long pain, just like the original decision can not be close to the same reason Dan He can not like Dan, and Dan get along even though, to bring the joy of victory ever.
win prompted another reason to make such a decision, he knew that Bin prefer Dan.
Bin, talkative, low-key style. Until now, in addition to his wife, he was tempted only one woman, and Dan is in his life, ran second to let him become addicted person.
good wind blows the win, the whole story as it was natural that he wanted bin back, the bin will not be simple, persistent, and he wanted his back, and not willing to give up such a considerate roots. nice song and dance duet Northeast
it? If we add a person, no one may be heard.
but still can not forget the Dan wins in his illness, Dan to accompany him to the hospital, Dan never asked for anything, just follow the feeling, happy to be with him, letting Dan win back his network World life. But ......
Dan now know which is better than one, which is win two previous wins seems to have completely changed, and sometimes normal, sometimes nervous, how many times it is like Dan delete the wins, but she can not, every chat, to bring Dan's not easy, is not happy, is helpless, is suffering, is tired.
Dan ... I remember very clearly, I said I do not ask you, just good friends, the outcome, I wonder if I can endure a baptism of heaven and hell a few times.
wins ... well, from today, we can be friends, but only friends only, I just avoided, lest we all embarrassed. No woman, brothers are brothers, with the woman, between the brothers appeared in a layer of membrane. This is my most reluctant to see, so I active avoidance, not to mention the woman needs the care of my brother. I will always love as brothers, as long as they do not violate legal ethics, I hope they can be happy.
Dan ... I'm Bin brought us together before, and never hide, I said, is spiritual communication. You may think I always swing, I want you to think from my point of view, I do not know how to do that, I cherish the edge of our acquaintance, because I grew up, has been that no one can understand me words, so I do not like in front of talk, meet you and I do not feel like you can understand me, people who know me, then know better what I said nonsense, and some things, I can not tell. So are you flying, I'm sad, because here it may be.
win ... whether friends or lovers do, I'm all serious, I do not doubt your feelings for me. But you know what I am very hate you? You know I have a feeling of being betrayed it? A cheated feeling? A feeling of being fooled all of it? And this all is to be given the truth of the people I have given to me. When determined to win again
completely abandon the Dan, he chose the Guqin. It is that they have time to Badachu tea, from a distance the faint sound of rains Zheng, what attracted Dan and win, then win the germination of the idea of learning zither, but later he chose Guqin.
wins ... Zheng sounds musical, is playing to someone else's; Guqin highbrow, is to give themselves to hear.
face another decision win, Dan the only want to do, you can do is cry. Is her favorite mountain, the fastest climb to 40 minutes (from the park entrance), nearly 40 degrees, approaching the top, never know what is tired, I do not know what the limit of Dan, is about to feel collapse, hunger, exhaustion, tears, sweat doped, non-stop down the cheeks of the flow, flow, flow, sweat and tears tell, the feeling is painful to me.
his love for her pain, his love is so heavy, the Dan feel tired, really tired.
top of the mountain, Dan's heart began to calm, her heart how the pain, how many of sadness, she determined to give up, but unfortunately full. Wins is right, its to each other, than forget themselves in the rivers and lakes. In fact, Dan did
wavering between the two love two people the same intentions, with sincerity of her. A love so beautiful, elegant, romantic, sweet, comfortable; a love so true, so true, Park real simple, safe and practical. Dan can not choose, unable to extricate themselves.
Perhaps Dan is not really like love, is the feeling, are two different feelings. But the feeling is the basis of love, how could not feel an extension of love. A feeling like Epiphyllum, the United States, surface, short; a feeling like a cactus, real, profound and lasting. After one thing, Dan has finally made the decision to ......
Dan and win in the process of emotional development, even though Bin like Dan, but he always waited at the red side silently, care Her every move, trying to enter the world within Dan, Dan pleased with his happy, sad he was not happy Dan. Just win, introduce a friend to Dan - Young, Dan hopes to grow old with him.
few days later, bin as a reference, three people meet, they eat together, Yang excited I do not know, or compulsive, has been eloquent, Dan seems a bit absent-minded, Xi Zi, such as gold, but this time The bin can only stand up, chatting excitedly with the Yang, which makes Dan had the honor to see the other side of the bin, Bin conversation reasonable manner, tone cadence, pace unhurried, Dan's heart a bit, it is A full hybrid with the father, brother, lover of all love as one of the inexplicable emotion, so that Dan felt a different kind of warmth ... ...
Dan did not say anything after her heart began to slowly come to accept bin, and together they climb mountains, swimming, eating, singing, chatting online bin ... ... ...
met you before, I am depressed, do not know where the direction, with you, not the same , I feel very fresh and fresh, you brought me the spring breeze brings hope, I do not want to lose you, you are the only thing I worried about a woman, you know I is not easy to catch you, which you've worked hard also know that there are many times repeated. Experienced too much. So I cherish our friendship.
Dan ... you will not lose me, unless I get married, but this possibility is relatively small.
Bin ... together is short, separation is painful. I contacted the woman in, you is not the most beautiful, nor is talking. We can go now, not in terms of you touched me, nor is it in terms I can not do without you, but I really became emotional.
Dan ... you know, I am more than you want us to be together, you had a family, after all, I am a man alone, but some things we can not break, to exercise restraint, I know, you I'm good, you care for me, although we can not be together, but I have a
Henzhi Zu Bin ... I know you value our relationship, but also very concerned about me, but in your heart, How to have much space for me? You've been hurt, you know that feeling of. I know that feeling upset, so I better care of our relationship. Perhaps my idea is redundant, but it was a true expression of feelings. We have said that each does not lie, promise is a promise, we must follow. Here Dan
little timid, the online world, she intentionally or unintentionally, hide their true age, which was originally not a big deal, originally to play, but not to marry. The day when the truth is uncovered, then she no longer for a lie, try to compile another lie, especially not good at lying, she said back, forget the front.
However, when the bin out her ID card number the moment, her mind went blank. Bin
she likes, or even falling in love with him (even though Bin does not know), but now she felt her bin a little creepy. She forgot, Bin was the police, but Interpol.
in the night they went to Beidaihe, he knows, and he had to watch it all can quietly continue, provided that he love love her. Sit and watch as Dan continued to perform in front of him.
he must find it laughable, pathetic, pathetic, he was very cruel.
Dan began to collapse at the moment, how she suddenly felt very sick, feel like a clown. She wanted to run away quickly from the bin, just, Bin received a call, he took her into the subway, Dan escape the.
she did not want to go home, she was looking for a place where no one cry.
Xiangshan. Sunset in the evening, she tired yourself out of breath, looking at the foot of the ant-like building Beijing, she found the feeling of crying. Cry, cry feel good. Why are you crying, Dan can not tell. Just want to cry. Dan began to go astray from
, she began to change, attitude change, you can not tell people that he is a ghost.
looked at those men in order to get a woman, pitiful look, feel funny. Look at those men whatever purpose (and women want is to go to bed) to please her, compliment her, turn her around, she felt satisfied. She thought she was playing with men, their hearts, their sex, their people.
now she finally know, she kind of feeling of being fooled, sweet, tender, bitter, a bit cold.
she does not know how she would get along, and bin, she was giving himself an answer.
When the bin to know her true age, the same kind of felt cheated, he felt that Dan can hide others, should not hide him, because he paid so much for her heart, really, then much love, truth.
Dan always wanted to tell him, struggling for the right time, she would like to take the opportunity to show their papers to let him know, but at that time bin did not ask, she will not say, it is so missed.
, however accidentally, Bin, or know,bailey UGG boots, he, in turn, kept it from Dan.
he also felt there is no suitable opportunities and Dan talk about it, he would like to take time when drinking, speak out, no courage. He wanted to speak out on the Internet, the same not have the courage. Dan himself said he wanted out. He was waiting for.
However, he did not wait. So hurry if everything happened naturally.
Dan not able to accept her self-esteem was suffering.
her look of their chat, she recalled the efforts Bin know the truth, they get along with, say bin, looking for her, her pride in the search, looking for something, looking for true existence, to find traces of love.
Dan did not want to hurt her self-esteem can not be trampled on, her heart is sensitive and fragile. She did not want Bin looked down upon her.
Bin it not like things that open earlier, he had a premonition that happens, there will be the situation, he feared, he was afraid Dan would just open this door closed, he did not want to lose her, He loved her, really like her.
Bin decisions necessary to open up this thoroughly. Bin Dan surprise to her understanding, seemingly better than her own self-understanding, and Bin outspoken, unflinchingly (no one ever say that she was), so that Dan, shame, shame, making her heart line of defense in the bin in front of total collapse ... ...
Bin ... your past is wonderful, is the others can not match, you now, you always think that a relationship with others, in fact you argue the results. You have boasted that in front of the Buddha that over your heart. Although I do not Buddhist, but I do not have any in front of the Buddha bad idea
Dan ... I went to the temple in the south, not just the Buddha, the Buddha is my friend, most of the time, I went to the Buddha chat, I can put my thoughts, my depression, worry, and he said so in front of people I'll be happy to see, and back to Beijing, to meet you some time before I lost myself, and very far off the mark, to run into you, they find that they had gone too far.
Bin mouth ... you life and life is the Buddha's disciples, do not you ashamed of yourself? blush do not you think?
you are like the Buddha do? Buddha is to teach you this it? heart do you have?
a Banlaoxuniang, in front of men, tried to show tender look, look very happy, very innocent look, and do sophisticated look, a man tried to discuss favor, so that men meet, so that men vent. Most annoying is that you also men of this performance, as is your understanding of love, they love you call, what kind of love? Do not you know? Do you dare to tell the truth to them? You dare not prevent them? You can with them heart to heart talk to?
Dan ... in your heart, you are looked down on me . After you know the truth, look at me in front of you performing, I feel ridiculous, pathetic, pathetic. Age has not told you that I have the courage yesterday to know the truth, I felt very bad. Feel like a clown, thought I would be very easy, but the result is not so, so I went to the Fragrant Hills.
Bin ... I said, I would like before, nothing will change, will always love you.
you Dan ... I said nothing, I do not know you like me?
Bin ... you know the man called, but what you really understand men? With us for so long, and you do not know me? Do you really do not know, I love you?
if you really do not know, let you use the
Dan ... I never believe a man, I never thought what would really love a man, I say that a man like me, I know what they like, but I do not know you like I do,
because you said I was not pretty, not young, that is not the appearance you like, sex, nor is irreplaceable, so what, what, my heart is a mess and can not quiet.
< br> Bin ... move the feelings, the heart will be hurt, get hurt, so I think that one day you will tell me everything, when you tell me, I think you might be from the heart to avoid me, so I want to give you a shot in advance, did not expect such things will suddenly appear. But for your non-day let me say that I will some time in with what you said.
feel like Bin Dan cry, Dan is a woman who can bring people happiness, and Dan together, never felt so relaxed bin.
though she is not bin seen the most beautiful, the youngest, most attractive, nor the most talking, but not sexual attraction. But she became worried about him, feeling only. He was using love her. She did not go to Beidaihe, he took her; her to learn manual transmission, he borrowed car, took her to Lianju; she likes to climb mountains, to accompany him, despite his physical than not her.
Dan back to thinking about the good times spent with them, experience bit by bit, back to thinking about Bin know the truth, for her love and care double, Beidaihe's warm, romantic getaway, Dan's heart, once broken heart, frozen heart begins to melt, began soon relieved Dan ......
driving test the first time did not pass.
Bin ... it can fully reflect your personality, mind poor quality, you too want to prove yourself, counterproductive.
Dan ... silent, seemingly a point there, do not let me fool the old you? In front of you, I do not have a little bit of face, from the outset that, hurts.
Bin ... world is composed of two kinds of people, men and women, between men and women have occurred, there are stories, there are stupid are normal.
Dan ... good to see you now I do nothing, just want to hug your neck, standing there, holding you so that you hold me tight, you do not even say. Why did not God arrange to meet us, why choose to let us meet on that occasion, is doomed to meet us as naked, without disguise, and if you met earlier, probably I would avoid detours, may not that I am today, but life is so cruel, is not if, God let me come to this world, but do not tell me what to do, but why I'm crazy and missing, let me fend for themselves, in fact, I often feel confused helpless and purity.
Bin ... sometimes you are very smart, you always think so. So you want others to treat you the same way. However, you ignore an important issue, you are living in the community,UGG bailey button, this society is cruel, is cruel, it does not need someone else compassion, understanding, not someone like you pure, simple. I think and you are lucky, you met me.
Dan ... that is too late, but better than never met.
Bin ... you just said those words, in fact, is your heart. Just a few months ago, you are not the same did not take me as a friend? In fact, you know my mind very early.
Dan ... and people know of the occasion, manner, time, place, very different, and perhaps God is such an arrangement, so that we come to today.
Bin ... I've told you before, you may have much to say to me. You have been refused me,
do not give me a chance.
Dan ... I know your mind, I just know you have a crush on me, but there are so many people have a favorable impression on me, how do I know you and they are different.
Bin ... I was just like you said, I and they do not like you do not believe, do not believe men, all men.
Dan ... you know who I am for you and there are differences between people, at least I did not fortified to you, but then I can not and dare not open my mind, only I knew that my love is selfish, I fear hurt until you take me to see that Yang evening, I began to be moved by you.
Bin ... because I am sharing with you in the heart. Dan ... that later proved to all of this, I understand, I need, desire is the soul of the exchange, you have done for me already a lot, well-intentioned, I said, I Henzhi Zu, moved You conquered my heart, depends on your sincerity, you know, my heart already belongs to you, completely belongs to you. One day Dan
sleep a night ... ...
Dan ... I could not sleep, I realized how it happens, I know that I began to be jealous, and this feeling is very bad, at least I do not like. In recent years I told myself this is not happening. I experienced this feeling. So long, I have been trying to remind myself to close the heart to give it all, do not give my heart sad occasion, I try to do, pretend to cool the surface, it is free and easy, do not ignore what happened or may So looks like I am someone looks cold, but my heart is not the case, so whenever a person a good point to me, a little concerned, I began to head in the clouds, expect to be caring, so often injured, it was just too cold lonely, fictitious warmth. I said I do not believe in man, but I often and very easy to believe a man, this is not, and unconscious fantasies about love.
brother, you is so long since the first time made me feel jealous of people, seemingly a bit strong, before, but feel a little uncomfortable, it is now very real in the jealous, well, do not taste very good, Feeling sour. I really do not like, do not want this,Discount UGG boots, so do not make each other happy, will pass it, it should be. If you love to be happy, and that is the true meaning of love, love, purpose. Talk about heart feel better, and can not hold it. Sleep. Continue.
Bin seemingly ordinary love, it seems plain, but slowly, the penetration into the Dan broke the hearts of aloof, his love so she moved, she felt warm, his love touch Dan depths of the inner world, so she was upset, and she began to Care, and his love is so forgiving, so selfless, so profound, she where to find such a care for her so, so love the people, fatherly love, love , sex, the mind of Dan had inexplicable tremor ... ...
Dan originally thought that love bears all things, when she again paid all of her love for someone to get down to a person, she began to do stupid.
day, her speech angered Bin heavy, I do not know she was born a few bars, or God of the tease, she thought she lost her love again, she did not know at this time if she Bin lost love, or not someone will love her again, because before long, she's Bin is so loved her, hard, and silently waiting for her, inclusive of all her, forgive her everything, his love she was flattered, so she moved,cheap UGG boots, she found a feeling of home, those things like it was yesterday, vividly ... ...
Dan ... you say you know me, you know me, you can not have that kinds of thoughts, I feel hurt, love, feel like begging, feeling really miserable and pathetic that is, how do I say you can really understand those things happen, is blank in the emotional stage, once had feelings, I serious feelings that no one can be compared, for each of my own feelings are serious, not joking, so every time I hurt, I said yesterday, and your feelings, let me now admitted to have a impossible, and even now admitted to, it makes the pain I went through again, please believe me, okay?
Bin ... you know you're hurt, do not you know your words, is also hurting another person who loves you heart? You may be unintentional, but you were often inadvertently, in fact, is hurting the hearts of others.
Dan ... I felt very sad, you said, you will not hurt a woman's heart, so I put my words, my heart completely to you, but I Why then is so heart pain, is your love, spoiled me, I have been thinking about my feelings, not thinking about your feelings may be one person for too long, and some things I did not sense But while you say you know me, but you do not know I was never any way to a man as you trust in your love makes me at ease, feel real, I have always refused to give my heart, is afraid of the feeling of heartache, that kinds of piercing pain really can not describe ... ...
some things through it, will understand, I understand now, and yesterday you did, I felt very sad, I know that was wrong, I'm sorry, My heart felt, you know the pain, especially strong, because you feel pain, the pain, I want to go hiking, swimming, but the two I like the sport is full of your shadow, I get out of the house , how do ah?
Bin sharp words with his Dan awoke with his heart sincere sentiment of the Dan, with his understanding of the conquest of Dan Dan, Dan touched the hearts thoroughly, Bin thoroughly ... ...
love again with his tolerance forgive Dan, but he did not know bin to accommodate when Dan, Dan, is this mature, he has not able to Dan's mind and her real age linked together, and sometimes an idiot to let Dan do not understand, sometimes it is extremely sensitive to the people can not imagine that perhaps this is Dan's personal charm, let Bin fascinating place, but perhaps one of their unknown future foreshadowing, Dan no longer young, is to abandon those illusory, fleeting love, looking for a really belong to the fate of her feelings, the heart of the end ... ... the autumn of 2010 Beijing
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